It must just be how restrained I’ve been recently. Nobody knows how lonely I’ve been recently. Nobody comes even close. Not even the people I live with can tell how much of a front I’m putting up. All I want is to have the people I care about in my life back, but I can’t do a damn thing about it. Sorry for the ranting. As you can see, I haven’t said a word about this shit in a couple weeks. People get bothered at me for speaking my mind, so I went ahead and didn’t, now look how bad it is. Lose-lose situations ftw. Time to kick back, swallow down my feelings, smoke a bowl and disappear from my mind for a bit. It’s not an easy landscape.
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Anonymous asked: you'll be fine, someday somehow. just wait.
It’s still a work in progress. For now? It’s a tossup.
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Yeah, I know, I haven’t been on in quite some time. Like all the other times before, there’s good reason behind it. This time, my mom’s in jail and I was forced to move in to my dad’s house. You can probably imagine how I feel about it. I’m not gonna waste my breath.. er.. fingers. I hate dealing with it. That being said, idk if I’ll be on a lot or not. Please though, don’t be shy. Keep me company, I need all of it that I can get considering I can never go out and when someone can FINALLY come fucking see me, they ditch out or just don’t talk to me for that day and a few days after. I’m really sick of how people are treating me right now. All I’m asking for is for you to take a minute out of your life and make my whole day better. Apparently nobody can do that nowadays, even though I do it for everybody anyways. I was forced to quit cigarettes too, that isn’t really helping this situation. But yeah, step up and actually try to do something instead of pretend that you want to do shit, but watch at a distance as everything falls apart. Choose whatever, just don’t leave me questioning. Wow, this really went in a different direction than I thought it would. I just think too much. Please, keep me company..
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Ahh I missed making money this easily. :p
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